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xaq_the_aereonBeing a pervert and a gentleman is not a healthy mix. Not for the mind and soul, anyway. I've lived believing that a balance of opposites is necessary in life, but these two extremes never seem to settle with me.
On one hand, I want to treat every female I know with respect and dignity to prove that I don't simply see women as sex objects, but on the other, the fantasies that go through my mind are just plain atrocious.
It's driven me to post crap like this despite knowing that someone's going to find it offensive and how much I HATE offending people I like. And yes, I know it seems contradictory that I'd be ashamed of that "offer" I made and yet go on and advertise it (seeing as it's still open) again. I don't get it either.
Confucius says a wise man worries whether or not he understands himself...well, I guess I can't claim to be wise then, because there's no worry there at all, I know for a FACT I don't understand myself.
... ... I think I need sleep. Even for not making sense this isn't making any sense to me.
On one hand, I want to treat every female I know with respect and dignity to prove that I don't simply see women as sex objects, but on the other, the fantasies that go through my mind are just plain atrocious.
It's driven me to post crap like this despite knowing that someone's going to find it offensive and how much I HATE offending people I like. And yes, I know it seems contradictory that I'd be ashamed of that "offer" I made and yet go on and advertise it (seeing as it's still open) again. I don't get it either.
Confucius says a wise man worries whether or not he understands himself...well, I guess I can't claim to be wise then, because there's no worry there at all, I know for a FACT I don't understand myself.
... ... I think I need sleep. Even for not making sense this isn't making any sense to me.
