Coming clean.

You might have noticed that my last entry just disappeared off the face of the earth. There's a good reason for it. As Anher pointed out, my position as a member of the military makes remarks of mine against the President a criminal offense. So yeah, as much as I'd love to see him out of office, apparently I'm not permitted to say so.

Also, it would seem that some of the few RL friends I have are actually not too fond of the way I think about things. Tough. I've spent my whole life pretending to be something I'm not just to fit in with people...I'm sick of it.

So, here it is for you..a list of all the things about me a good 90% of the American population is bound to be repulsed by.

1) I'm fully supportive of equal rights of non-heterosexuals. You can take the entirety of Leviticus and all of Pat Robertson and Fred Phelps' anti-gay preachings and cram it. These people are just as human as the rest of us, just as much US citizens as the rest of us, and are fully entitled to all the rights and responsibilities every married couple has.

2) I'm pro-choice. I've heard everything there is to hear about the "evil" of abortion, and while I see what every pro-lifer on the planet means, I still accept the fact that death is an essential part of life, and it's my belief that the responsibility for the life of her unborn child rests solely with the mother, not with any political or religious group.

3) I'm sick to death of the Christian community in general. I'll admit many of them are good people, but the hypocrisy their religion throws around, such as proclaiming to be a "religion of love" while adamantly trying to deny certain groups of people the right to express that love, makes me want to vomit. Personally, if every member of the 700 Club were to just mysteriously fall over dead one day, I'd not only be relieved, but I'd be more than happy to take the blame........or should that be the credit?

4) I'm a mental transsexual. Ever since I was 16 the whole world's had a problem keeping my gender straight. On my first driver's license I was marked as a female. Every time I've ever gone into a chat room, at least 4 guys will try to "A/S/L" me. For the first year or so I was rather disgusted by it, but as time went on, the thought became more tolerable...eventually I came to the point where the thought of actually being a woman was actually rather interesting.

5) (edited out.)

6) While I mainly draw a lot of clean anime, I also do about the same amount of hentai...that's "Japanese animated porn" for those who don't get it.

...Well, that's all I can think of at the moment. If for some reason you don't think I'm complete slime by this point, then good for you...you're one of the more tolerant human beings out there of whom there need to be more of.

...That's it.

Heh...almost enough to make me Christian again.

YESTERDAY:
Obviously an absolutely shitty day from the LJ post I left. At one point I looked right up into the sky (as close as I can get to "getting up in God's face) and yelled that the ONLY way things were gonna even out was if milady was allowed back online.

TODAY:
She pops on 5 minutes ago.

Hence the title...after all, this does kinda have that "answered prayer" feel to it..

LIFE = FAIR.

...For now.

And now...BRAIN DUMP.

Now that my mind's finally done sizzling from this week's monstrous "Suck factor" that somehow swung into the Hallelujah Chorus, I figured I ought to mention a few things that happened this past while that kinda slipped under the radar.

-I found out for a fact that Metroid: Zero Mission on Hard mode SUCKS. Since when do missile packs only give TWO missiles instead of FIVE? And who's bright idea was it to tack onto the 4x-normal-damage factor the idea to make Energy Tanks only give FIFTY energy units instead of 100!?!
I mean, I NEED that friggin' energy, dammit! ><

-One of the Production Office personnel scared the bejeezus out of me yesterday. We were permitted to wear civilian attire (except for the fact that we HAD to wear steel-toed boots for safety reasons...considering I do that anyway, that was fine.), so I went in with one of my Megatokyo shirts...which, as you might know, are written for the most part in l337sp34k.
The reason this guy scared me was the fact that he
A) is about 43 years old, and
B) NOT ONLY was able to read it, but explained that the reason he could was that he was a "H4xx0r M45T3R".
I mean...HE'S IN HIS FORTIES and claiming to be L337!! That's just **WRONG!!!!** It ain't natural! This is a sign of the freakin' 4P0(4LYP53!

*ahem*

-I also scared the crap out of myself back when I was visiting anher and stryck. I hit the mall over there and tried out the DDR pad, finishing my run off with, as always, Max 300. My average on that is a low B.
Here's the results I got:
Perfect: 206
Great: 58
Good: 0
Boo: 0
Missed: 0
OK (Stretched arrows kept foot on for whole stretch): 2
RATING: A

On top of that, I now finally have a somewhat official set of tracks that I more or less ALWAYS do (or at least default to if I'm left to choose the tracks.) NOTE: All tracks done with arrows flowing in reverse (Top to bottom)
Track 1: Sakrua (in the "S" section, by RevenG..Kanji title.) MODE: Light, Boost.
Track 2: Tsugaru. MODE: Standard, 1.5x, Boost, Hidden (disappear halfway.)
Track 3 (if a 4 or 5 track setup): Daikenkai. MODE: Same as Tsugaru.
Track 4 (if a 5 track setup): Groove 2001. MODE: Still the same.
Final track: Max 300. MODE: Light, Boost, and if I'm feeling suicidal, 1.5x.

ALTERNATE TRACKS: If I'm wanting to warm myself up to Heavy Mode, I'll throw in El Ritmo Tropical, set it to 1x, take off Boost, activate Solo, and crank it up to Heavy.

...That's it.